Cheer Up My Camp
Much of the reason I went with the pseudonym mopehead was due to tracks like "Cheer Up My Camp". I have always been into recording sad acoustic songs. Often times I bum out my family because I am listening to something that they think is depressing (and I think is beautiful). There is nothing wrong with emotion and some of the best music ever has been recorded in deep, thoughtful and contemplative times. Lonesome music makes me feel at home. Things that cause thought and emotion - that's good. Sometimes during the day to day rush we thrive on other types of emotions - anger, impatience or worry. mopehead songs are not intended to be perfect, but rather real and honest (or real honest). "Cheer Up My Camp" was on a demo tape I was circulating (I think by buddy Jay might be the only person who still has his copy). You can listen to the whole CD here. When I hear tracks from this time period I get nostalgic - thinking about love that was and love that was lost. Every now and again I get a pang of pain and sadness, but I'm blessed now to have a wife and life I love more than loves I've lost and lives I could've had. However, from time to time, "the worst feeling in the world is the homesickness that comes over a man occasionally when he is at home." I feel this way...sometimes too often.